Just wanted to make it ten posts.

These days I am driven by meaning. Meaning has become my personal drug. Even washing my plate needs to be meaningful. It is great, except the absence of the meaningful means,well, it is meaningless. Thus, a casual chat, a fling, a polite hello all seem like it doesn't serve a purpose. Anchor, Concrete, Long-term. These elaborate words capture my attention. I willingly somersault into the web of security. Their sheer size makes me think it cannot be meaningless. Their sheer size makes sure that, by the time I figure out that it is truly meaningless, it will be too late.