Coz reality sucks

I'm flying over a brilliant foreign landscape,water which is actually blue and not that weird looking green encompasses a small area of land on which a beautiful mansion stands.

I'm speeding away on the meandering highway,following someone who has taken Bond's girlfriend.Bond is pissed,but then he gets into deeper shit so his mood isn't given any thought.

I am inside the movie.

Clap ,Clap ,Clap!

I come out and look up to see the sour face of the cook telling me to go have lunch.

I reluctantly get up,at the price of missing a good scene of the movie and come running back with the food.

Cook is shaking her head and I don't bother telling her that she acts the same way when her film is on.

So we get sucked into this anorexic LED screen.It takes our full attention.

Well its like the title says,reality sucks!

Okay maybe it's not as much that as the fact that celluloid/t.v is more interesting.

I have a theory.For myself,because I do not like generalizing.This theory may or may not work for you.

The Theory:I want to feel something,but not all of it.

I want to feel the love,but not the pain.

I want to shoot at people,but not get shot back.

I want to feel the falling,but not the crashing.

I want to feel the winds,but not the storms.

I want my life to have that background music,theme song.But I know the 'scenes' in our life last much longer than that on celluloid.And the effect much stronger.I feel the good and I feel the bad.

And the impact it has is sometimes too much to handle.

Say if a friend doesn't talk to you for a whole afternoon,itc an bother you to pieces.But when you see a murder of a teenager on t.v,you feel sick but then you get over it.

Well the theory is just a work in progress,a thought that entered my mind during the commercial break.

But I think we learn how to live through what we see in movies.

How to live,love,fight,dress,dance,crack jokes. How to  be.

And then the movies ape reality.So its basically a 'chicken or egg' type question.

When everything feels like the movies,you bleed just to know you're alive.(goo goo dolls)

naa all this is crap it's just that reality sucks.
If it didn't I wouldn't be sitting here writing a blog and you wouldn't be sitting there reading one.
Whoever said life is a bitch was bang on target.

Well thats it for 2day.